~I never would of thought till this day

that we would go separate ways

~we have little fights and always get through it

but this time we didn’t and you made me feel the shit

~you said things id never thought id hear from you

like you not right in anything and other hurtful things too.

~I thought you’d be the last person to hurt me

but I was wrong as you can see

~you are someone different that you’ve changed into

how? Why? And who did it to you?

~It hurts so bad to know i cant even talk to you the same

and i wonder what is to blame?

~I know ill cry every night for a while

cuz ill miss all th times we spent together with a smile

~i wish you could really know how much this hurts me inside

its like every piece of my heart broke down and died

~to you i probably mean nothing but to me you really mean a lot

and now that ive lost you its like I’ve been shot....

..........in the heart.............

~It really hurts so much that i cant keep it in anymore

so im bawling like a baby cuz my hear tore

cuz you and me as friends is no more

~i will always wonder if you ever really cared

especially through all the good and bad times we’ve shared

~for you will always be here

right from the start to the very last tear

~and on that day of 11-1-04 when you said, "thank you! Man im so good in picking my best friend, their so loving n caring. Thanks for being there luv u. don’t ever change. Best friends 4 ever k."

I still wonder do you still mean all of that till this day?

~Anyways thanks for being the friend you were to me

when we shared all those great memories,

~i just hope you never forget me

i really do apologize is what i have to say.....

~Well i better go now because i cant see well

because i’ve been crying and my eyes have come to a swell.

~Thanks again for everything you gave me

oh and one more thing i want you to know..